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i'm tired crabby people are assholes again block buttons do wonders so what if i'm a trashy ass person at least i don't deny my mistakes i just want to sleep and find someone to at least work at 6 for me i think i'm going to take a nap
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| 11:47pm 08/12/2003 |
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when i was first interested in trever i was not gonna get attached due to looking like zeb but i couldn't help flirting even when others would tell me he liked me i would play it off in my ways my last put off was when i said we have to go on a date first we went on that date hung out w/ my ex now thats freaky but it was ok then the sezan thing happened and threw us together now i was thinking that we'd be together and something would happen as usual c/ i have bad dating karma i never get the luck as i keep seeing him however i like him more and more i know i have lots more to get to know about him but so far its great we talked on the phone and he actually held a conversation now theres that thought, the next is whether everyone will effect our relationship by calling him zeb ah hem heather ah hem and bringing it up its messed up because zeb is the reason the whole thing freaked me out i really don't think its fair to me or him that people are talking the way they are trever and zeb are totally different people zeb is a typical jersey shore guy all of you know what i'm talking about you know the air headed type at most times not much substance trever is a cute adorable talkitive interesting sexy guy theres a lot i mean a lot of difference there i've never been quite into blondes despite my dating habits yes i kno i kno i love the dark handsome type like john travolta and ben afflac and i can't forget the sexy chris kerpatrick trever just seems to be my dark and handsome guy in disquise i just can't wait to get to know him more and more oh yea and he doesn't seem to be phased by my gross humor |
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| 11:50pm 02/12/2003 |
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What the fuck? Just when you think your on the right track and your busting your ass to get shit done ou get pushed right back down. I hate the bursts of stress taken out on me. I want to move out. I'd love to. But where would I stay? I just can't wait till college. I'd only have to come back here when i'd want to. Why? Because I'm "shit" here in this house. Ok heres the story of why i'm so mad. My dad comes to get me from work and i closed tonight so we get home and I started asking a question about my power point I was gonna ask " can this be played on a mac" he just said misty please and i didn't know if he meant me asking him anything or if it was because all he heard was can and you know parents and can i questions so i was like so do you not want me to ask you any thing or just a specific question and just started bitching that I was being disrespectful and goes on about who picked you up from work and can't i just get some sleep like screaming it. WTF my father is not someone you want to argue with I have to hold myself back all the time. But I end up fighting back because u'd think i'd know if i was getting smart or not. He was just talking about how I was being a smart ass and disrespectful So after i get called shit that pushed my limits. Those who know me know that I can get really pissed. Its really hard to piss me off but when you do its not to good so i scream back i didn't mean it to be disrespect full i didn't understand if it was just a specific question or not and he goes on and i just plainly say do you want me to leave then then i just start ignoring him but he goes on Dude if you don't want me in your house and ou think i'm shit tell me to leave god what the fuck is his problem Yea I have a lot here but lap tops and all in one printers won't keep me happy forever. Maybe it comes a long with boyfriends Once a new on comes a long my dad must go on pms I swear it gets like this only when i have a new b/f even though its not an influence Well I just want to go cry now and try to work on my project but if my dad ever reads this i just want to say i think you need to work on some of your own morals and attitudes because somehow i think calling your child shit isn't helping this household at all and even though i know your fustrated and you do love me but if you keep calling me shit you might not even have a daughter One of the reasons I don't care about shit like my room and all is because I just don't care. I'm just shit and it will never change right? and u can't say it will c/ after a whole bunch of work and one mistake i'll be shit once again it never ends FUCK THIS ASS LICKING DINGLE-BERRY EATING WORLD!!!!! |
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| check this convo out have some of my best shit in here |
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| 10:49pm 24/11/2003 |
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Peaches 9580: listen skank
Peaches 9580: u need 2 just stop talking 2 steve all 2gether.. ur messin up thier relationshyp and it ain't koo i mean i undastand ur jealous n all but plz hop off tha boiz dyck.. he loves sum1 else.... sorry
cryfree4ever2000: escuse me
Peaches 9580: ya heard me
cryfree4ever2000: u can suck my twat too
cryfree4ever2000: come at i i swear try it
cryfree4ever2000: me*
Peaches 9580: ... u honestli don't scare nebodi
Peaches 9580: so why don't u just stfu
cryfree4ever2000: if i don't scare u come at me
Peaches 9580: bytch wtf i see u everidai
Peaches 9580: i wouldn't piss me off 2 bad
cryfree4ever2000: yea ok what will you do try and bitch me out make me feel like shit yea right fat hoe
Peaches 9580: yep.. i'm sooooooooooooooo fat
Peaches 9580: let me tell ya
cryfree4ever2000: bigger than me
Peaches 9580: ur bigga than me u cuntlicker
cryfree4ever2000: yea ok
cryfree4ever2000: thats y u look like a bowling ball going down the hall
cryfree4ever2000: as for natilie she can kiss my ass
Peaches 9580: hahaha... wtf skank... get some better comebacks
Peaches 9580: y b.cc ur jealous?
cryfree4ever2000: i had him if i wanted him again i could have him again
Peaches 9580: not realli
cryfree4ever2000: hrmm and what are you nat's bitch u have to do all her dirty work
Peaches 9580: no i do mi own thankz..
cryfree4ever2000: why don't you wipe her ass as well
Peaches 9580: i'm standin up for them tho
cryfree4ever2000: u didn't do n e thing the day i ran into you
Peaches 9580: b.c u have no business even talking 2 steve
Peaches 9580: oh but i wanted too
cryfree4ever2000: u n nat have no buisness telling him who he can talk to
Peaches 9580: and if u ever get tha audasity 2 do it agen i swear 2 god u will b layed out..... and i mean all 500 pounds of u
Peaches 9580: YES ACTUALLI WE DO
Peaches 9580: ESPECIALLI WHEN IT'Z FAT ASS SLUTZ LYKE U
cryfree4ever2000: slut um i've only had sex once i'm not a crazy slut like nat getting a pregnancy scare
Peaches 9580: she onli eva did nething with steve
Peaches 9580: so fuck u and ge tur damn factz srt8
Peaches 9580: get ur*
cryfree4ever2000: i have my facts straight i think you need to get your immature head put back on streight
Peaches 9580: o realli will u do it 4 me.... cuz if ya do u gonna need ur teeth srt8ened
cryfree4ever2000: i've already had braces too bad u don't have a reason to stick your lesbo tongue in my mouth
cryfree4ever2000: help nat with it
cryfree4ever2000: oh yea and the las week before today steve was talking shit about her
Peaches 9580: i'm srt8 thnkz.. i have a man.. yea a MAN with a DICK!
cryfree4ever2000: yea a dick with witch h e can pee around corners
Peaches 9580: yep uh huh sure and u'd kno how?
cryfree4ever2000: your fat makes a hell of a maze
Peaches 9580: yep i bet... fucking fat ass cow
cryfree4ever2000: u know what cows are gonna take ova the world
Peaches 9580: yea and most of them made frum u
cryfree4ever2000: OMG did the fact that i'm sexually abstinante ever cross your mind
Peaches 9580: AHAHAHAHAHA and i believe that..
Peaches 9580: yea ok
cryfree4ever2000: of course all of you little immature people thinking that u can boss your b/f's around and they'll even actually listen
Peaches 9580: and ur styll a fat ass slut
cryfree4ever2000: u know what nat almost killed steve and who was there talking him outta it? um me oh and wait she couldn't handle the truth so she had to blame it one me let see thats something steve saw in my inbox of what a heartless bitch she is
Peaches 9580: yea i kno i was thurr for him to
Peaches 9580: i'm his little fucking sister
cryfree4ever2000: oh and i was the bitch and i hurt him when we broke up? oh did he forget to mention the he did cheat on me and lie all the time and sorry to break it to you your everyones lil sis c/ theres so fucking much of you i can't even get away from you
Peaches 9580: IT'Z B.C I'M LOVED.. A HELL OF ALOT MORE THAN U
cryfree4ever2000: oh and he did do stuff w/ andrea when he was w/ her also
Peaches 9580: DOES IT LOOK LYKE I CARE.
Peaches 9580: I'M NOT HIS FUCKING FIANCE
cryfree4ever2000: please i think i'm the only one that doesn't have a fucked up family life
cryfree4ever2000: my parents are divorced but they are both happy and treat me like an angel
Peaches 9580: myne sure as hell ain't...
Peaches 9580: don't u wysh u were
cryfree4ever2000: nope life is too much fun
Peaches 9580: fuck u
cryfree4ever2000: ok in the ass please?
cryfree4ever2000: god your such a penis wrinkle
cryfree4ever2000: why do you have such a temper? would you like some peperin H for you ass?
Peaches 9580: no bytch don't get fucked up
Peaches 9580: i don't lyke u never will so don't b nyce
cryfree4ever2000: god i was hoping for a number
Peaches 9580: ill give it 2 u but don't ever call me
cryfree4ever2000: i wanted to feel like i was fucking a water bed
cryfree4ever2000: or trampoline
Peaches 9580: ur lucki perry fuckin told me 2 leave u alone
Peaches 9580: ooooooo omg i swear.. i'd kill u
cryfree4ever2000: yea ok
Peaches 9580: yea ok
Peaches 9580: fuck u bytch
cryfree4ever2000: ok
Peaches 9580: ur fucking nasti
Peaches 9580: don't IM me
cryfree4ever2000: your the one who brought it up
cryfree4ever2000: u imed me first
Peaches 9580: well goodbye i'm ending it
cryfree4ever2000: with shit that is none of your buisness
Peaches 9580: and don't let me see u 2mora
Peaches 9580: 2morra*
Peaches 9580: IT IS MI BUSINESS WHEN IT'Z MI BIG BRO AND MI BEST FRIEND
cryfree4ever2000: please if u are in the hall way i am in i'm only gonna fucking move when i have to squeeze past your fat ass
cryfree4ever2000: yea and she was talking shit bout you about a week and a half ago too
Peaches 9580: wtfever bytch i'd b movin 4 u
Peaches 9580: b.c we were fytin she told me wut she sed
Peaches 9580: everithingz been forgiven ... once agen get ur damn facts srt8
cryfree4ever2000: y don't u try and get yours streight same w/ nat
Peaches 9580: or not i have myne srt8
cryfree4ever2000: i told him i don't agree w/ him and nat but i never told him to break up w/ her neither did i touch his ass
Peaches 9580: ok just stfu
cryfree4ever2000: u think u do
Peaches 9580: ur pissin me off so just stop talking
cryfree4ever2000: oh you wanna fight yet
Peaches 9580: i've been wanted 2 fyte u
cryfree4ever2000: heres a good line put your head up my ass and fight for air
Peaches 9580: fuckin dumbass
cryfree4ever2000: oh your cool
Peaches 9580: yea so r u..
cryfree4ever2000: i'm only gonna be a doctor when get done w/ college
cryfree4ever2000: your gonna prob be shit
Peaches 9580: not realli there bussi
cryfree4ever2000: wait i know your be that fat old woman on the spencer gift bags
Peaches 9580: buddi*
Peaches 9580: yep maib.. bye bytch
cryfree4ever2000: oh so we sleep together
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| 12:17am 01/07/2003 |
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Its not that Zeb doesn't make me happy.. Maybe I just don't want to be happy. maybe i think if i'm happy i'd feel selfish when other people arent maybe i'll just never be fully happy even if i try maybe the fact of this corrupt world pressureing me the whole time in unbearable I often wonder how people can be so ignorant so selfish and rediculous but then i think that its not so much the world i'm dissapointed at but its me i'm so angry at and why should i be i have just stooped to the others levels to me thats like comitting suicide compromising myself my true strengths because i let them get to me every single influence in my life has effected everything i am doing its compromising me and thats why i hate myself always have always will and i always think by showing people what a bad person i am i'm saving them from finding out later and getting hurt later i am not a good person my ideals i used to follow must be trapped under lock and key because when i need them i never hear them i feel i have no real life because i have no real calling no one needs me if i were gone who would care |
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| 09:13pm 17/03/2003 |
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i love my life i really do but i tend to get caught up in things do stupid things that while i'm doing them i think i just wanna live life up, but its not worth losing other things i have been too wraped up in my new cell work and all the other exciting stuff my best friend feels neglected and it just hit me today... no one told me she does but shes my best friend i can tell... and i don't even knoe what to do i have all these ideas like a apology in a letter... but then i think that i'll just screw up again and upset her by saying the wrong thing or something i really wish i could sleep forever i dont even care n e more i don't really have much else to say... bye |
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| 03:29pm 22/04/2002 |
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ok...this is soo fucking crazy .... i'm single i didn't want to lose steve but i must have done something wrong i just wanted to step down a level for a while and stick to being friends i guess i didn't phrase it right i'm so fucking retarted its all my fault i mean i'm the one who put myself in this position i screwed my friendship w/ mike for steve and thats when i noticed it was too iunno i felt too presured in my relationship half the time but i love him or i think i do as far as what i think love it and i still want him near me but far away enough to center on my life well i asked him about just being friends and he asked if there was something wrong and i said no i just didn't want the commitment is that so bad? it must be. well after i said i didn't want the commitment he wouldn't talk and i asked him please don't ignore me and he hung up what should i do i try to call back and its busy hes probably talking to amanda i wanna fucking sleep forever well i'm gonna go try to get a hold of him |
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| 03:45pm 31/01/2002 |
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hrmmm today was funny mike markle is now pronounced pad boy by me last night i was bored so i started playnig truth and dare w/ steve on the phone well he dared me to put a pad that looked used in his back pack lol i did it was halarious he didn't notice it till lunch lol i wasn't there to see it darn well i'm waiting for papa johns pizza hehe and everything pizza w/ out olives and anchovies and w/ breadsticks and extra garlic sauce now thats what i am talking about yum!!!! i can't wait i am sooo hungry for it i can't wait juicy pizza well i'm gonna go wait for it misty |
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man has it been a long day... i get to school dead tired make it through the day got invited to go to miranda's w/ steve and jeff c/ she was cooking jeff a dinner and it would be like a double date type thing right after school i had to go streight to work and my gram came in to gove me a ride home so after i got off steve and jeff walked in and i told them i couldn't go c/ grammy wasn't feeling good came home i'm dead tired lol that's my day yay well i'm gonna go do rud hook till my show comes on and after its over SLEEP!!! yay misty |
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| 05:05pm 29/01/2002 |
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wassup n/m here it was a tireing day and i wanna go to bed early c/ i work after school Wednesday steve decided to come home w/ me today so we were watching the matrix and i was soo close to falling asleep then great plops a lid in front of my face. so we go upstairs to check my e mail and talk to my mom and grammy says get in the living room and all this about us having to stay in the living room c/ of my dads rule. now come on we have been in my room lots of times and up stairs millions of times. i don't see y we can't if they don't trust me too bad good for them i don't care what they think i trust myself and that is all that matters to me man steve came out to my lunch today when we all were havig a tickleing fight and that made him jelous. hes easily jeloused well n e ways i'm gonna go find my way off line and go rug hook and eat misty |
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| 04:30pm 28/01/2002 |
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people its not steves fault i don't think its n e ones. I think she had the right to know. If I were her I'd rather know than have it jump up on me. That's my opinion on that.
Well today was ok so far. I seem easily annoyed today. Between immature yelling of my name in a orgasmic way to little things. I'm just tired.
I have youth symphony tonight. Mariah said she'd be there and I'm grateful for that. It means I'll have someone to sit with in my section.
I forget to see when out easter vacation is to let my mom know. Does anyone know?
Candy thinks she has pnuemonia. I hope she is ok.
Lol I'm thinking I should have kept the i kiss girls sticker for myself c/ lacausta went and told steve i said she kisses better lol no guys i am straight hrmm well i should get going to work on my american lit project before 6:30 c/ then i have to go to symphony luv misty |
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| 04:29pm 28/01/2002 |
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people its not steves fault i don't think its n e ones. I think she had the right to know. If I were her I'd rather know than have it jump up on me. That's my opinion on that.
Well today was ok so far. I seem easily annoyed today. Between immature yelling of my name in a orgasmic way to little things. I'm just tired.
I have youth symphony tonight. Mariah said she'd be there and I'm grateful for that. It means I'll have someone to sit with in my section.
I forget to see when out easter vacation is to let my mom know. Does anyone know?
Candy thinks she has pnuemonia. I hope she is ok.
Lol I'm thinking I should have kept the i kiss girls sticker for myself c/ lacausta went and told steve i said she kisses better lol no guys i am straight hrmm well i should get going to work on my american lit project before 6:30 c/ then i have to go to symphony luv misty |
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| 07:44pm 27/01/2002 |
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Well I'm going to update my journal now and going to try to do it as often as Christi! I miss her by the way lol my life has been good Work is good I like it bad thing is I'm going to have a sucky paycheck Friday see/ of my only working one day this week and well I ended up calling off Friday B/see I felt like I was going to spew but felt better later that night I can't wait till prom but what am I going to do about hair and that lol I'll have to bug cash off my dad and make an appointment how'd you rip your dress Christi and where!! lol someone down here ripped her pants at the club down here and she had a thong on now that is what I call bad well an e way I went to sherry's party this weekend and had fun but was only there for an hour than to Jeff lol just kidding go Miranda and Jeff they make a cute couple and go Miranda Jeff wants to get into a serious relationship I feel happy for the girl I get to see my mom at Easter most likely and I hope I have a fun time on valentines day well I'm going to go got nothing else to say buh byes |
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| 01:43pm 23/11/2001 |
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Hey Long time no wright i'm sorry i just neber felt like writing but i would read everyone else's journals lol bad me bad me so i'm here lol i wanna play sims hehe make em die or something hrmmmmn well i'll write when i get back c/ i dunno what to write and i wanna play sims luv misty happy turkey |
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| 09:34pm 24/09/2001 |
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iunno sounded good lol i'm just sitting here after youth symphony. YAY play with shiny things in office and dad get mad... not really a great thought if i could pull it off (as in i'm too old now :( ) HEY YOU CAN NEVER BE TO OLD HAHAHA ok thats enough misty i'm worrieing bout steve i'm trying to keep my mind off of it he wasn't in school today and he didn't call me like he would bummer i'm hoping i'll get home and there'll be a message on the answering machine well enough of that school is cool lol my sock is in between two of my toes and its bugging me lol oh well i have homework to finish!! WHA CHA CHA!!! what fun it is to sit here and type and type and type. I did my duck walk at the security camera lol my dad says they watch the tapes lol oppsie! omg!! ::::chantes::: (or for those who don't knoe) :::sings::: "Oppsie baby did a no no!!!" :::does this dance impared butt crack showing dance playing w/ herself::: not really i need a shower i'm all chloriney from swimming hey i gotta b day coming up! ya'll should come hehe my b day is the 29 but my party will be the 20th of october i kno i kno almost a month away from my b day but i can't ahve a b day w/ out christi!! i wonder where steve is right now.. grr knowing him he prob is in the hospital from a four wheeler or something hopefully its nothing bad that kept him outta school well i'm gonna be going i'm getting tired wait my dad informed me it will be a long time wait he ment for the d/l thingy were gonna go for mc donalds SCORE!!!! hehe flurry w/ butterfinger for me!!!! and bacon cheeseburger then shower then notebook for english then bed dang long night for me oh well i'll live as long as steves at school tomarrow buh byes love misty |
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| 06:15pm 23/09/2001 |
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hehe i had a fun weekend well i sold six items for chours to my realitives hehe so so far i sold 8 items lol i can't wait till hershey we'll make it the best i swear steve should join chours just so he'll be there w/ me man i wanna sell more i want to surprise steve by showing him i can all ride a four wheeler lol its all easy and stuff i did that this weekend including driving my moms car but shhh lol i want to surprise him i wrote him an e mail saying hey i wanna learn how to drive a four wheeler we should make it a date and then he'll prob be like what the hell when i said but don't tell me how i wanna learn my self hehe lol my cousin that drives the four wheeler all the time was like slow down your gonna tip us now did we tip nooooo lol i'm a good driver so sup w/ you peoples lol my b day is the 29th well gtgg byes |
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| 11:40am 09/09/2001 |
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Thats right! Misty isn't single. She's going back out with a great guy. Who is he you say? Well no other than Steve!! Yes again lol. I'm all happy I have my steve back but I miss my Mike a lot. We aren't friends anymore. I'm happy happy looks like i won't be having my period during swimming considering i won't have it fo 5-10 days and i got it lol kewl huh? like you guys needed tp know but i guess i will go sing to music!! or type my report buh bye! |
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| 08:37pm 10/08/2001 |
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I just d/l the live journal thingy so hey lol i'm just playing around i just took a pic on my web cam to put on here but i'll have to find a way to put it on hrmmm this is weird i don't have much to write so i'll ttyl buh byes |
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| 05:09pm 09/08/2001 |
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i am freaking out over here i am tooo bored i can't take sitting around in the house for the rest of the summer its breaking me down i've already figured out i'm not good enough or steve wouldn't have cheated on me which i still believe he did screw him that asshole thanx for making my summer great yay ok had to get that out other wise i'm sitting here making a fool outta myself karoking i am sooo bored tra la la someone wisk me away i mean i would make out w/ someone i didn't even know right now just for something to do c/ i'm so bored i need a life ya all agree right i'm bout to find some guy and flash him iunno i'm a lonely son of a bitch right now la la la grrrrrrrr well i gonna go fly!!! flying is soo much fun!!! specially off the roof!!!! yay!!! i wanna fly w/ the humping piggyS! |
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